Towards the end of the day, I remember those days when I didnt have time to think how my life was, without any responsibilities. Just like the famous comedy actor Vivek has said in one of his popular films,"Epidi irunda naan ipidi aayiten". This one sentences covers a whole lot of meaning. Not that this sentence applies to my life a lot. But somehow this dialogue of his just reminds me so many things.Guys you gotta see the comedy cuts by Vivek. :)
Today am married, our first monthly anniversary falling tomorrow. Three weeks have passed by and I donno how. Six months back was the day I got engaged to a wonderful person. Not knowing how my life's gonna take me through after marriage, awaiting the feeling to sink in that I am committed. Today at this point of time, I find days have just flew faster than a jet plane and my status has flux from Miss to Mrs. Adjustments, compromises, sacrifices just lay on my way. Balancing my life as a centre point in an equilateral triangle with all angles named after the important people in my life. Being apart from my family, mom, dad & sis. Keep thinking how are they gonna take it. Are they happy for the big transition in my life? I know they are but still the question keeps arising in my mind.Have seen people go mad in love and outpouring happiness for the new life. Dont they feel sad for parting away from their family. How can someone just forget and blend into the new life. Will they know that I am gonna miss them a lot? They play a vital role in tuning my life in the right way. I will always be their loving daughter, sis throughout my life. Let people tell my parents they have such two wonderful daughters who are always there for them.
I am lost in my own world with a rocky road to head. My life flooded with people who care and love me more than I have dreamt of. Everyone wants me with them or rather better put as i want to be with all of them. Does a small change in status bring such a huge transition in life? Still more to go, donno at what stage of life would I again sense a transition to happen. Life planning to teach me a lot of I guess.
Alright! Go ahead! I am ready to face it! Here I come, lemme see myself play my part. And everyone HAPPY out there!Amen!
